Everyday I've dreamed about spend a whole day chatting to you but, I am not talking about the past, the past is already gone, I would like to speak about the future, making plans, dreaming about our kitchen decorations or even the color of the new sofa, like we used to do when we start knowing one each other.
We could talk About a new first date, or just a meeting or a dinner in a cheap pizzeria.
We already did everything. Unfortunately all those new plans, probably are going to shock with the past and then they'll bring bad memories. Bad feelings and other bad things
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I am saying that just because I've tried, not only once but several times with other people, I am trying follow my life without you, but I can't. All the memories remains in my mind and them come back like a thunder when I am close to feel me better.
I really hate you
