Everyday I've dreamed about spend a whole day chatting to you but, I am not talking about the past, the past is already gone, I would like to speak about the future, making plans, dreaming about our kitchen decorations or even the color of the new sofa, like we used to do when we start knowing one each other.
We could talk About a new first date, or just a meeting or a dinner in a cheap pizzeria.
We already did everything. Unfortunately all those new plans, probably are going to shock with the past and then they'll bring bad memories. Bad feelings and other bad things
.
I am saying that just because I've tried, not only once but several times with other people, I am trying follow my life without you, but I can't. All the memories remains in my mind and them come back like a thunder when I am close to feel me better.
I really hate you
Saturday, 15 August 2015
Sunday, 4 January 2015
Não seria verdade?
sim, nenhum dos dois poderia ir em frente, nos mantínhamos num passado que não tinha futuro.
Saturday, 3 January 2015
Slaves
the first day without talk to somebody special used to be hard, I already did it before, although always I change my mind and I send a new message.
The problem in the modern world is:
everybody can send a message any time, so if you just feel something, instead to keep feeling and understand what is happening, the people immediately send a message or they make a call just to be close to someone, even not being the right thing to do because after that the worse comes, the person becomes a slave from attention and affection
Imagine, if we come back to the past and the closest phone suppose to be miles away and even so, you are not home, you had to go to market. how was possible to talk to you? or thinking better how was possible to have a relationship.
but it was. and maybe better.
why did we become slaves of this kind of attention?
The problem in the modern world is:
everybody can send a message any time, so if you just feel something, instead to keep feeling and understand what is happening, the people immediately send a message or they make a call just to be close to someone, even not being the right thing to do because after that the worse comes, the person becomes a slave from attention and affection
Imagine, if we come back to the past and the closest phone suppose to be miles away and even so, you are not home, you had to go to market. how was possible to talk to you? or thinking better how was possible to have a relationship.
but it was. and maybe better.
why did we become slaves of this kind of attention?
Thursday, 1 January 2015
tabacco
And then he found himself looking down searching for any butt on the streets.
It wasn't the first time that kind of shit happened in his life, in fact he was used to say the same words to the wind.
"I just want to find a cigarette and forget her"
He got home late, It was raining too much however he was protected wearing his raincoat. On the home way he stopped to buy some cheese and milk. inside the store there were 2 girls robbing sweets, one chinese guy looking for gluten free bread.
Melissa the cashier recognised him because his raincoat was the same that she had given to him two years ago, when they used to be close
...
wondering
The Worst Idea I've Ever Had, why I'm here again?
cheese, the fucking chesse!
It wasn't the first time that kind of shit happened in his life, in fact he was used to say the same words to the wind.
"I just want to find a cigarette and forget her"
He got home late, It was raining too much however he was protected wearing his raincoat. On the home way he stopped to buy some cheese and milk. inside the store there were 2 girls robbing sweets, one chinese guy looking for gluten free bread.
Melissa the cashier recognised him because his raincoat was the same that she had given to him two years ago, when they used to be close
...
wondering
The Worst Idea I've Ever Had, why I'm here again?
cheese, the fucking chesse!
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